a lot on my mind

This is my journal its my way of remembering. I don't scrapbook anymore and the journaling just didn't happen and now I have combined both. On a daily basis I think about a blog post as I have recognized my surroundings more and want to document it all but sometimes I just don't have the time.
So, some random thoughts I have had in the last few weeks.

I got in the Tahoe the other day, just after driving Greg's car for a few days, and found my radio stationed on talk radio...I smiled thinking Greg will find his stationed on 99.5 or something like that. I use it for music not learning...though some of the topics are interesting to listen to.

Up next on this mind of mine. I constantly feel overwhelmed, stressed, happy, thankful and grateful and its all been a little much. I'm not sure what to do. I miss having my old house but enjoy the new beginning that we are going thru. Honestly, we have had so much fun together since we have moved here. I wouldn't want to trade that. I also don't seem to have time for anything lately. It seems there is always a list of to do's. Beckam needs constant attention but with the attention I give him it does take me away from the worldly stuff and I get to enjoy playing with the baby...cuz, he will grow up fast. I also wanna lose weight and wish I was better with my diet. I have a tooth that still needs to be fixed. I've been getting migraines the last few days. Ugh!!! Just be happy right...K so I have been saying that to myself daily. It hasn't worked!
And the lesson for today was to serve. Serving someone will take this all away...he he!
I hope to find some way to serve to get grounded its a little bit of chaos and I hope to find out what will work. Take a deep breathe! Awe!